Really not in the mood for anything. For no definite reason. I just don’t know what to do with my life anymore. I even lost all the motivation and positivity that was left in me, now, I’m having a hard time concentrating on my review. I tried to force myself but definitely it’s not working. Urrrrrgh.
Last night, I was actually thinking of should I or should I not take the board exam? The latter seems to be the strongest. I am starting to doubt myself, question my capabilities and just disappear.
“What if I fail? What if I didn’t make it and my friends did? What will happen to me?” These questions clouded my mind last night and haven’t properly slept. It kept me wide awake.
Always the same thought every night.
Always the same questions.
Just different days.
So, God help me. I put my trust in You.